The year was 2012 and my husband’s work had relocated us from Eastern Utah back to the big city of Salt Lake. That meant I had to find new employment. After a lot of applications and a few interviews, I was offered (what I thought) was the opportunity of a lifetime! I was to be the Human Resource Director for an adolescent psychiatric facility. I really felt that I had “made it” in my career. Having worked in HR, by this point, for about seven years, I had solidly set in my mind what my expectations about my role would be. I knew who I was going to be and, based on the job description, I was sure my expectations were in alignment with the company, and I couldn’t wait for that beautiful corner office.
I arrived on my first day ready to participate in new employee orientation. I was told I’d be with a large group of new hires, and I was ready to learn all about the company and the benefits with my fellow newbies. I found an empty seat in the training room in-between a new mental health technician and a nurse. I happily introduced myself and asked about their positions. After about 10 minutes when no one had entered the front to teach the class we all began wondering where our trainer was. It was at that moment I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned to find the CEO trying to get my attention. In a low whisper he asked: “Can you run this new employee orientation today?”
As I got up from my seat as a participant and walked to the front of the room as a trainer, I realized the expectations I had developed in my head may not be quite in alignment with the reality of my new position. The vision in my head of an organized, professional company quickly turned into disappointment and instant fear that I had made the wrong decision. Not only was this company unorganized, but the unspoken, unwritten expectations placed on me were quickly coming into view and I didn’t know if I was up to the task, or in all honesty, if I wanted to be.
I got through the training doing my best to interpret each slide on the screen that the previous HR Director had built. When the 8-hour class ended I sat down in my new office and re-examined what my expectations were. The next day, I met with my CEO with my list and together we discussed both of our expectations of my role. After the reality check of my first day on the job, establishing open lines of communication with leadership and learning to pivot when surprises inevitably happened, I felt more prepared moving forward with realistic expectations albeit expectations that were routinely challenged and re-evaluated. When I left the company to move to Oregon a few years later, I left proud of the work that I had done, hoping I had made good decisions and influenced positive change. But I also left exhausted with a new toolbox full of questions I use help me avoid disappointment in the future.
I learned long ago not to have expectations when moving from one job/company to another. I know that the move is not necessarily what I thought I wanted when it happened but I also know that there is a purpose to that move that is beyond and bigger than me. There is a need there and I will one day figure out what that need was. My work as a Certified Nursing Assistant in nursing homes gave me the knowledge and strength to help my parents as my father navigated cancer before his death and my mother has worked her way through surgeries and now having shots in her eyes. I have been on the phone with people who needed a quiet voice to be able to make it through another day. Here at the Oregon Board of Parole & Post-Prison Supervision I have moved two desks from piles of paper to paperless and I’m at yet another desk doing the same. Also, as receptionist, I never know what type of call I will be taking.
Oh, I try to set up expectations for how my day will go but I almost always find that doesn’t work because I am not in control of anything but myself. So I enter each day with only one true expectation – make someone smile today. When that expectation has been accomplished, I have had a successful day. If I end the day with a bunch of smiles in my pocket, it has been an exceptional day.
Very wise approach, not just to work, but life in general! Your words have helped me reframe my day. You can count my smile as one “in your pocket” for today. Thank you for sharing this.
My father did a Marketing 101 training and had some insight that I shared with an organization I was working at the time (we provided services to people with developmental disabilities). This insight was Expectation – Reality gap. If this gap was small, less disappointments occurred. Disappointments, frustrations and many other emotions and thoughts occur when the reality of the situation is far from your expectation of the reality. There are so many examples after this…in work and personal life…that it worked. A small one–a friend who may be late on a regular basis to go out ….well, expect that they’ll be late and when they are not, you can be delighted. For this particular friend, I started making reservations about 30 minutes after she wanted, so that I knew we’d get there on time rather than have to call the restaurant and let them know we’ll be late. This philosophy (marketing tool or positivity tool) can be an uplifting change.
Interesting story, and one I can relate to based upon a professional experience I had many years ago. Basically, the employer does a sales job to get you to go to work for them. Once you start the job, then their expectations and yours might conflict. Being able to work through the barriers, survive, and actually grow in the job, are the challenges I always look to conquer.
I would go so far as to say that every time I realize that I’m unhappy, angry, irritated, frustrated, etc. … when I think about why this could be, it’s nearly [if not] always because I had expectations.
I echo what CJ Webb shared. One of the things I learned in my degrees for Hospitality and Travel/Tourism are the service gaps. There are 5, but to focus on this one…
If the customer (you as the interviewee) expectation did not match the service (the service being employment) reality, then the fault is on the business for not properly marketing the position and themselves.
I think the biggest challenge with Expectation vs Reality, however, is knowing when the gap can be managed, and when it is a deal breaker. In other words, does this reality give me an opportunity to learn/grow, or help teach others? OR, is this reality not align with a core value?